Emerson is excited to become a big sister and we pray for him or her every night before she goes to bed 🙂 Thanks Krista for taking this picture!
I am so humbled as I sit down to write this post. Tons of you have sent such kind and encouraging words to Jon and myself. We truly appreciate you thinking of us and praying for God to put together this adoption story. Right now we are in that awkward waiting phase where we just…..keep waiting. I am not the most patient person in the world and when I get an idea in my head, I go “all in” until it is complete. The adoption process is definitely a way for God to teach me patience and joy in our daily lives. I feel filled with joy and optimism that can only be from God. I feel such a peace over this whole journey that I cannot explain. With Emerson’s adoption there was so much anxiety and tons of fear of the unknown. I will be sharing her adoption story on here soon! Don’t worry….our fears were all calmed and we are extremely blessed by how everything took place with sweet Emmy girl.  I know that once we get picked as parents we will probably have some of those worries again….it just feels surreal at this moment to totally trust God to put this story together!
I also want to share with you lovelies about open adoption on this blog! There are so many old myths and each adoption story is unique so please don’t think our story is “normal”. There is NO normal in any adoption situation. I will be writing about Emmy’s birth family with their permission so you can see how amazing open adoption CAN be. No crazy drama here!
Let me tell you today about Dawn. Dawn is one of Emerson’s biological grandmas. I had the privilege of meeting her at Emerson’s birth for the first time. It was such a crazy day that I really did not get to know her very well during all of the hospital stay and we didn’t really talk much until more recently. I think it is very hard for any biological father’s family in an adoption situation and I understand how it took us longer to re-connect. Jon and I had already formed a good relationship with Em’s birth mom and her mom during the pregnancy and adoption process and they became extended family. It took a little longer for us to get to know Em’s other biological family…and that is ok. 🙂 Sometimes it takes a while for relationships to grow…and I am so happy we decided to work on making more connections for Emmy. Dawn is spunky, amazingly sweet and wears her heart on her sleeve. I can see these qualities in Emerson too! I asked Dawn to write a couple sentences about what open adoption has meant to her. Here is what she says!
Nicole,
Well I don’t know if I can begin to say how open adoption has affected my life in a couple sentences..! First: Me and Levi (we) are so thankful and blessed to had our little blessing to be adopted by two loving, amazing, sweet, kind, and open minded and open hearted people as you two, and to know in our hearts she is loved and cared for everyday not only by you two but all of you two’s family and friends as well. Second: I as a grandmother love to see her be able to grow in pictures, be able to hear her sweet little voice on videos, and to be able to send her little things that I hope will bring a smile to her sweet little face and to let her know I am always thinking of her. I love that fact that we get to spend a time with her in person. Third: Someday she will know she was always in our hearts and minds and we always put her and her well being first and above what other people thought and our own feeling’s…it was always what was best for her and her life and upbringing. Fourth: I would not change one thing when it comes to the choice of open adoption for my little blessing and I am so grateful to her mother for taking the time to have found two of the most amazing people to raise and love one of the most important people in my life…and I say in my life….because with open adoption…she is still in my life almost every day, and for that I am blessed and thankful!!
Thanks Dawn! I tear up every time I think about all of you (Em’s bio. Family)….I feel the love and will always cherish her and you!